Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Lamentations 3:19-24


Lamentations 3:19-24
(Contemporary English Version)

19Just thinking of my troubles

and my lonely wandering

makes me miserable.

20That's all I ever think about,

and I am depressed.

21But there's one other thing I remember,
and remembering, I keep a grip on hope:

22The LORD's loyal love never fails!

If he had not been merciful,

we would have been destroyed.

23The LORD can always be trusted

to show mercy each morning.

24Deep in my heart I say,

"The LORD is all I need;

I can depend on him!"



Are you feeling like this? Have you felt like this?? We never read from Lamentations because it is so depressing, but this little section is the only glimmer of hope that these people have...and in the deepest darkness of our lives, its the only glimmer of hope that we have!


Until Next Time...



Sunday, March 28, 2010

Critical...but for reason!




And so I am very critical of the ministry I do with youth. I dont want it to be cheesy or routine. Last nite was our TWLOHA concert and it went great! I had two youth in charge and they did great! I have gotten into this mode where i am giving responsibility to the youth and letting them take part in building this...making them ever mindful that though it is for us, it is also to glorify and honor God. ME LIKEY!!! It has taken some weight off my shoulders...

So they had a response time...they were called to write stories about their lives, almost like cardboard testimonies! But this was wayyy better! But here was the bigger point...I wanted everyone, guests and all to feel welcome.

A person who i never met before said she felt so welcome in our group last nite...

This makes my heart smile....and the heart of God smile!!
The sense of community at its best!
The youth are doing it through God's Holy Spirit!
ROLL YOUTH ROLL!

BYAHHHH!!!

Until Next Time....

Thursday, March 25, 2010

When I look at the starsss....


So in class today, a woman preached on the stars that Abraham saw as God spoke to him and God promised Abraham children that would out number the stars. Just think about the image that Abraham saw...in the middle of a desert, in the pitch black dark of night! He looks up and he sees MILLIONS of sparkling dots in the sky, as if they are saying "I am one of your future grandkids." But then Abraham notices that as he counts, there are stars that keep appearing brand new, and others that are dying off. And so Abraham loses count, but how happy he must have been! Abraham went from a man whose wife was barren, to being promised that God would provide him a SON! And God kept his promise. But little did Abraham know that one of these grandkids would be the man who would be called "the Morning Star"...or as my friend Erik Hawks once wrote "the one star that would never fall!"

That man is Jesus. Yesterday during youth bible study, one of my youth, Caroline, asked me about the star glued to my office door. The star reads "there's one star that will never fall..." She did not understand. Jesus, being called THE LIGHT and MORNING STAR, is that star that we can always look for to guide us and light the way! He never fails, He never falls.

So may you, when you look at the stars again, think about God's promise to Abraham...and realize that God's promise continues, that He will provide for your needs...especially in Jesus Christ!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Silver Lining



So for the first time since 7th grade i received counseling. I am not one to open up about the deep sad and angry feelings that I may have. But after visiting a church service in Clayton, i realized that I was holding in some emotions that were doing some serious eating away at my soul...like Golden Corral buffet style. How do i know this? Well briefly:
---my spiritual side was hurting...less convo with God, less reading of the Bible, we are talking almost non-existent.
---my relational side was bad...i became very short tempered, lost passion for some things that i am VERY passionate about, and started withdrawing from my peeps (the human ones, i already ate the marshmellow ones).
Emily became worried (cuz she's a woman) and urged me to go see my buddy Craig. And it was a good experience. It was something I needed. God did work, son!

Its been six weeks since my gma's murder...and I am doing okay with it, but still not quite over it. I am wayyyy better than i was. The anger has calmed, the sadness has calmed, but I have my moments...but the fact that I have come this far gives me hope that I am getting back to the old Gaddy...and thats a good thing.

The challenge here is to find the silver lining. Romans 8:28 says: we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called. according to his purpose. Is this true? Can a murder, or divorce, or car accident really be something good?

Well, yea! Heck, why not? Think about it in the long run. Because of my gma's murder, I am better able to relate with other people's tragedies, understand some reasons behind addictions, and able to help people with their grief in future situations.

So where is the silver lining in your situation? How is God trying to make a good thing out of your tragedy? And are you letting him?

Until Next Time....

Friday, March 12, 2010